Blue.....

it's gonna be blue

blue in my heart

what that is mean guys??

you call me "you're getting fatter",

"you don't have good body shape"in another way

and in another side you tell me

"you're not fat,come on!!you just a little big" stop pretend!!

"you're eating to much"

the sky is so high and the color is blue

but the sea is so deep and the color is blue 

and i know that

i keep telling my self that "it's okay not to be okay"

looked into the mirror

i've found myself in a big depressed

ooh...i'm lacking of anything

that why they don't love me as they love the others

it's all the reason you're looking down on me??!!

don't you know guys?? 

i'm not trying...to be pretty

to be slim

to be gorgeous

but to be more patient to face all of you

rather than crying in front of you all i'm pretending to be alright

yes...i'm alright

thanks to remind me of my lack

you don't need to do that in the future

and for you my "friend" who always in my side

stop pretending

i know you are beautiful and have a good body shape

i don't care about the scale anymore

i'm sorry for my worst english

i'm trying to be better

don't look sad on me

i'm not a pathetic woman

i'm okay